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--Aristotle
Once Like You
2010
Where’s the friend I used to know, who I adored so long ago
This person that’s in front of me, they’re not who they used to be
Sure, I can help and push you in, but you’re the one who’s got to swim
I’m sorry I can’t stick around, it hurts too much to watch you drown
How many times have you been told, all that glitters is not gold
Take the marriage that you threw away, still can’t forgive who YOU betrayed
To get to where you need to be starts with accountability
It’s not your lack of gratitude, what sucks here is your attitude
Still 16 at 40 girl aint you getting any smarter
Don’t fear those things that hurt, they just make you stronger
But those bills sitting over here aint gonna magically disappear
Come on now get a clue
Yeah, I was once like you
The obstacles in your way, can never simply go away
Afraid it’s up to you this time, to dig your heels in and climb
It’s time to grow up and be your own responsibility
Your heart’s not a revolving door, you’re not the victim anymore
Still 16 at 40, girl you ain’t getting any younger
Don’t fear those things that hurt, they just make you stronger
But those kids, they don’t need pretend, they need a mother not a friend
Come on now get a clue
Yeah, I was once like you
Still 16 at 40, girl you ain’t getting any younger
Don’t fear those things that hurt or let hate feed your hunger
Stop looking to everyone else, you’ll find what you need within yourself
Darlin it’s all up to you
Yeah, I was once like you
Yeah, I was once like you
Have you ever been in a terrible funk that took you a lot of hard work and sacrifice to pull your self out of ... and then you come in contact with a friend who, completely unmeaning, in their own struggle with life starts to pull you down right back into the funk that you faught so hard to get out of? That is exactly what this song is about. It is seeing a friend in a current place that I used to be, wanting to help, but being unable to because in trying it was only dragging me down with her. It didn't matter how much I loved my friend, I had to love myself more or I thought I would never recover. Still love my friend dearly. Sometimes we just have to take a step back in order to keep ourselves afloat.
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