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--Aristotle
Eddie's Leaving
1995
Four days and five great nights, I never knew I could feel so good so fast
It’s been so long since my heart smiled
And you, you do it so right, yeah, you drive me wild
If I only had the nerve to say what I feel you might not be boarding that airplane
But I just stand there in my laid-back style
And the only words from my mouth are my foolish goodbyes
When all I want to say is
I would follow you anywhere
But I need to know if I’m falling way to fast
I just want to hear what I can’t say, all you have to do is ask
My poor foolish heart, say something, Eddie’s leaving
Whenever I get too close I run, not wanting to drown myself in a sea of pain
But you showered me in your love, warm as the sun
To feel this way, damn, I must be insane
There’s so much I see in you eyes
What I want is standing right here, how can I be so dumb
To let you leave without letting you know
Doesn’t anyone take chances any more? Why am I so numb?
All I want to say is
I would follow you anywhere
But I need to know if maybe that you feel the same
I just want to hear what I cant say, all you have to do is ask
My poor foolish heart, say something, Eddie’s leaving
Would you take a chance on me
We both know there’s something there
Man this just ain’t fair, no it just ain’t fair
So I kiss you a long goodbye, letting the best thing in my life walk away
I just watch that airplane fly, and hope the tears on my face let you know what I want to say
And all I want to say is
I would follow you anywhere
But I need to know if maybe that you feel the same
I just want to hear what I cant say, all you have to do is ask
My poor foolish heart, say something, Eddie’s leaving
Maybe I’ll get a letter
Time will make it better
My poor foolish heart
I met Eddie not too long after my "big break-up". It was several months later, but I guess I wasn't ready because Eddie and I ended after not too long. I think Eddie is one of the most wonderful human beings on this planet. I always have. Eddie was just finishing his rotation in the military when we met. We spent five days together before he flew home to New Jersey. Watching him get on that airplane literally made me panic. I was just getting to know him and really didn't want him to go. I wrote this song one night and mailed it to him. My band Kindred Spirits performed it live many times. I haven't talked to Eddie since we parted ways, but I think of him often and hope he is having a magnificent life!
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